438 reflection #3

This week I learned a couple of really important things about online learning. Interestingly, I learned these things because of participating in this class AND two other online classes. It has definitely given me a new perspective about participating in online classes and what online learning should be like through the assignments, videos, and discussions of this course. One of the things that has readily become apparent is the need for time management. If time is not managed properly, I don’t believe that eLearning will be effective.  This time management needs to come from both the instructor and the student. The instructor needs to set up the course in a way that challenges the student, yet still sets the student up for success—having clear expectations that are communicated clearly. Also, the student needs to make sure to take ownership of the course—keeping up with assignments in a timely manner. The other thing that I learned in this past week is how important instructor support is. Because the course is not taking place in a physical location where you can explain instructions in multiple ways, check in with students easily, and gauge facial expressions and body language for understanding, you have to be very explicit, if not repetitive, with initial instructions and then check in with students often, either responding to questions or soliciting feedback. As a student in another online class where the instructor has been very distant, I now understand just how important this support is.

438 Reflection #2

Originally, I wasn’t sure what this course was going to be like. I knew that it was about online learning, but that was about it. When I found out that we would be creating an online course of our own, I was intrigued but naively I didn’t think it would be that difficult. I consider myself pretty tech-savvy: I’m only 24; I don’t remember what life was like without a computer. However, this experience has been pretty eye-opening for me. I don’t think I was truly aware of the difference between face to face teaching and online education until I had to start creating a unit. The actual assignments have been fairly easy to create—they are similar to things I have had students do in the past, and I think I’m fairly skilled at verbalizing my thoughts on paper. However, creating the actual CMS has been a whole different story. I never realized how much work went into organizing an online course. I spent about 3 hours messing around with my wiki, trying to get it to look like I wanted to, and at the end of that time period I felt like I had put a lot of effort in but had little to show for it—I was still far from finished. I have gained such a better understanding of and appreciation for the preparation that goes into making online learning effective. This is something that I definitely won’t forget as I continue to improve my wiki to get it to the point where it will be a valuable addition to my sophomore class in the fall.

Quiz Reflections for C&I 438

I took both of the quizzes--student and instructor. As a student, I scored an 11 and was labeled a "great candidate" for online learning. I hope this means I will be successful in this course! I have previously taken two online courses (last summer) and found the format to be fairly easy to follow. I think this is due to the fact that I am extremely organized and self-motivated to get things done. I rarely wait until the last minute to complete a task, and I know that whenever I start something, I will continue working to complete it to the best of my ability. I think one of the hardest things for students transitioning to college is the increased importance of self-regulation and time management. The environment is completely different from K-12 schooling; now, responsibility is almost solely on the student. This is especially true for online learning. You have to make the choice to open up the computer and get your work done; there is no structured class time to keep you accountable.

As far as the instructor quiz, most of my answers were Cs and Ds. Again, I am a very organized person--I keep a very detailed planbook and calendar, and very rarely (if ever!) do I "just wing it" when it comes to teaching. I have grown up with technology, and while I'm not familiar with everything that is out there, I am very comfortable exploring and figuring out how to use new tools on my own. The only question that really made me cringe was the question about sitting at a computer for more than two hours. This is the one that I really don't know that I would be able to do--I have to schedule small blocks of time to work on my online course, or be sure that I am working back and forth between computer and pen/paper. I can't seem to sit still and concentrate on my laptop for that extended time. I also think about how I grade papers in my classroom--I struggle to grade things that my students submit electronically, I'm a bit "old school" in that I still like having the hard copy to write on. I think with this preference, I'd be much more likely to be successful teaching a hybrid course instead of something that was 100% online.

Hidden Curriculum

For my Curriculum class, I completed a project on Hidden Curriculum. Given that much of my project was a reflection on my first year of teaching, I thought it would be fitting to post parts of my paper here. I started by creating a wiki to get other teachers' perspectives, then used those comments to enhance my research and personal reflection.

Personal Experience—Course Content

One of the things that really struck me in regards to hidden curriculum was what students could be learning from the course content or intended curriculum. There are definitely set targets and objectives for student learning in relation to the content; however, I never thought about what other things students could be learning from the same content, such as attitudes, values, and societal roles. This is something that I had not even considered when I began teaching last year; I was focused on what I was supposed to do with the various texts, not what the students could inadvertently be learning depending on

I began my investigation by looking at the sophomore level English class, as this is the class I primarily teach—three sections each semester last year and three-four sections a semester this coming year. Sophomore year consists of American literature. Therefore, content is immediately limited to American authors—typically, this means white male American authors. While the class does contain works from two female authors (To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee and When the Emperor Was Divine by Julie Otsuka), the diversity is extremely limited. The class is anchored by three main works each semester—The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, Of Mice and Men, and Raisin in the Sun in the fall, and The Glass Menagerie, When the Emperor Was Divine, and To Kill a Mockingbird in the spring. What the students get out of the material is largely based on the teacher’s methods and focus. For example, on the surface, most of these texts include characters where minorities are mistreated and women are discounted. In Of Mice and Men, the African-American character of Crooks is constantly ridiculed, and the only female character does not even have a name—she is referred to as Curley’s wife or a tart. If a teacher (intentionally or unintentionally) skims over this and does not engage the students in a discussion about why this is taking place, students may get the message that this type of treatment is acceptable. However, if the teacher uses these examples of teaching points to connect back to attitudes of society during that time period and the historical context, students could come away with a much better understanding.

The English department is currently at the end of a complete overhaul of the curriculum in the district. While I think it would have been beneficial to discuss the hidden curriculum at the beginning of the revision process (though I had no idea to suggest this since I was not even aware of the hidden curriculum’s existence!), through looking at our new sophomore class, I am excited about its potential. The new sophomore class is titled Global Voices. It is thematically based with literature from around the world—South America, Africa, India, Japan, and many other countries. This focus was identified because of the previous gaps in the content—even at the levels that were not American literature, there were very few pieces from different cultures. With new additions that feature strong main characters from a variety of backgrounds (such as Persepolis—a young Iranian girl and Slumdog Millionaire—an Indian teenage boy), hopefully the message of the hidden curriculum becomes one of value and appreciation for all perspectives, regardless of varying teacher practices. Also, the thematic units invite discussion about conflict and the hegemonic society—with units such as The Nature of Man, Identity, Power Structures, Gender and Social Construction, Cultural Differences, and Social Consciousness, students will be engaged in investigations of societies, conflicts, and their responsibilities to incite change.

Additional Perspectives

            While the messages students could get out of the course content was the first thing I thought of in connection to the hidden curriculum, that by no means encompasses it in entirety. Hidden curriculum can include the “unwritten rules” of the school or the implications of the classroom environment. As I started thinking about my own personal experiences, I found myself at a roadblock—I knew that I was engaging in the hidden curriculum, but I was so unaware of it that I had a hard time even beginning to think about what I could be doing. In order to brainstorm and gather ideas, I decided to talk to other teachers to find out their perceptions of and experiences with the hidden curriculum. One of the assignments for my 401 Technology class was to create a wiki that could be used for educational purposes, having different people contribute to the wiki. I thought this would be the perfect forum for getting others’ thoughts. I created a wiki with some general information on hidden curriculum as well as specific questions based on various roles in schools. I invited several people to join the wiki, read through the information, and leave comments in response to the questions and each other. The wiki can be accessed through the site listed at the end of the paper.

            I got a variety of responses, some positive and some negative. Reading other teachers’ ideas of what the hidden curriculum was and its potential to influence students really got me thinking about my own teaching. I was particularly inspired by teachers’ comments about schools teaching students how to “play the game” by giving teachers what they want:

I believe that the hidden curriculum of school is to teach students "how to play the game" - where the "game" is how to obtain and maintain employment in our society. I am on the fence as to whether the methods use to achieve this goal SHOULD be the hidden curriculum, but I personally see it there.
Dan mentioned that students should not be searching for the answer that the teacher wants to hear -and I agree with him. I do create my curriculum around showing students both sides of controversial issues, and what I grade them on is how they support their own opinion. Despite this, I do think that success after high school is somewhat dependent on finding out what the professor or what the employer wants to hear. You could be the smartest and most qualified person for a job, but if you can't talk your way through an interview or keep yourself from going off on your boss when he/she makes a decision you don't like - then you won't get or keep that job.
At some point, students need to be prepared for this.
Our educational system does try to instill values like this in students. The ideas of obedience to authority, responsibility, social skills, cooperation, , etc... They are all are part of the hidden curriculum; though, some are more hidden than others.
As a teacher I find that the best justification for students who do not want to follow this hidden curriculum is "hey, that's the real world!" I do think that we would be doiing a disservice to students if we didn't at least acknowledge that their future will be just as much of a "game" as school is. You don't need to be the smartest - you just need to know how to play it right. (AlisonMayer, Teacher page on wiki)

I found this past year that my students were easily frustrated in my English classes. They came in with the idea that there was one “right” answer and that it was my job to confirm or deny their attempts at identifying the right answer. This idea is consistent with Apple’s claim that schools attempt to reinforce societal rules by emphasizing consensus and deemphasizing conflict.When I asked my students what made them think this, the immediate response was previous classes. Whether teachers realized it or not, they were training students to think objectively rather than critically. When I challenged my students to come up with and defend their own interpretations and refused to give them an “ultimate” answer at the end of a long debate, I saw how uncomfortable they were with the process. I believe this discomfort is a result of what another teacher identified as issues with the hidden curriculum of teaching English: “I think two seemingly contradictory, yet equally "dangerous," types of hidden curriculum that we English teachers can be guilty of are: 1. Teaching students that there is only one way to interpret a text (i.e. the teacher's way) and 2. Teaching students that any interpretation of text is fine and "right" so long as they say (write) their interpretation well” (Teacher page on wiki). I think we absolutely need to get away from seeing the teacher as the one with the “right” answer or method, but there is a fine line between encouraging a variety of student interpretations and considering every opinion as correct. The difference should be in that there is more to it than just writing well, students need to support their interpretations with evidence from the text, as Mayer identified. One of the things that I really focus on with my students is that their opinions will not be discredited provided that they can back up their interpretations with multiple quotes from the text. This is what allows them to investigate, analyze, and question each other.

            I also really liked one comment about the potential positive influence of the hidden curriculum:

The goal of teaching, especially in the arts is to open minds not close them by exposing them to all genres and flavors without judgment. You need to work hard to create a balanced environment of freedom and authority that allows for appropriate self expression and values the judgments and opinions of others. The other good hidden curriculum helps, as many have mentioned prepare students for real life experiences and is based on traits of honesty, character, caring, empathy and some level of compliance with societal norms to be successful in the wider world beyond school. A hidden curriculum is not always a bad thing! (Tiede, Teacher page on wiki)

In today’s society, it is so easy to get sucked in by the negative. Most of the stories on the news or in the papers are about tragedies, failures, and pain. Looking at the little research that is out there, all of it seemed to focus on the negative aspects of hidden curriculum—how the hidden curriculum hurts students. However, if we truly believe that the hidden curriculum is always going to exist, it seems as if there is potential for a positive hidden curriculum. Take for example classroom environment. Creating positive, respectful relationships with students may not be something in an official curriculum, but I would argue that students learn more (positive things) from a teacher that is invested in them. In my classroom, I strive to create a safe, positive environment for students. My goal is to create relationships with my students where they understand that I value them as individuals. My classroom management plan includes clear, consistent guidelines so that students can easily learn clear expectations. However, I also aim to make myself approachable and flexible—I want students to learn that making accommodations is important to me and that I understand that at times, other priorities might take precedence. I want to be a teacher who provides a consistent example of tolerance and intolerance—valuing a diversity of perspectives and refusing to tolerate discrimination. My students quickly learn what language and communication is acceptable and appropriate in the classroom and generally do not struggle to treat each other with respect. These practices are not in the official curriculum; nevertheless, I would argue that they are positive influences on students.

Conclusions

            Ultimately, taking a look at hidden curriculum in general as well as specific to mine and others’ experiences has greatly changed my perceptions. I have long held on to the statement, “The kids won’t care about what you know until they know you care about them.” I think there is great truth to this statement. While much of the focus on improving schools has been on the course content, I do not think that changing this official curriculum is going to create much change in students if they do not have a teacher who is truly invested in them. The official curriculum becomes secondary whenever it is in conflict with the hidden curriculum—which includes teacher relationships.

I stated in my introduction that just because we may not be aware of the hidden curriculum does not mean it disappears—we are engaging in the hidden curriculum whether we realize it or not. I think this is an extremely powerful observation. If, as educators, we want to make any significant changes to the education system, or even just ensure we are meeting the needs of all students as best as possible, we need to be aware of all the implications of all our actions not just the intentional implications.

STOP! Grammar time!

Insert MC Hammer dancing here...

Okay, it's been awhile. More than a month, actually. I got caught up in other classes/assignments/basically life in general. But I'm back to hopefully crank out a few more posts before I get distracted again.

One of the things that is a major pet peeve of mine is poor grammar. I guess it comes with the territory of being an English teacher, but I can't help but cringe when I hear or see a blatant error. I try not to be too obvious with my cringing, for fear of people becoming worried to speak around me, but sometimes I can't help it.

Take, for instance, the teaser clip that is currently playing for the new season of Jersey Shore. I know, I know--it's Jersey Shore. And while I can avoid the show, I can't always avoid the commercials. Hence, I get to hear the lovely J-Woww state in her beautiful New Joisy accent, "I'm going to teach an Italian guy English good."

While JWoww is obliterating the English language in Italy, fellow grammar nerds are debating over the use of the Oxford comma. While I've never counted students off for either including or not including the Oxford comma, I think it's important that they can use a comma correctly in their writing. Though I do have to admit, I did not appreciate or understand grammar quite as much until I taught it.

Final grammar thought. Check out the tshirts for our English department:

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Unfortunately, not everyone got the joke.

curriculum

This year was quite the work-filled year--not only was it my first year of teaching, but the English department took on the immense task of completely revamping the curriculum. We spent countless hours discussing, working, revising, and often just shaking our heads in overwhelmed frustration as we attempted to create a brand new curriculum that aligned with the newly adopted Common Core Standards. We moved towards a more skills-based curriculum, first starting with student objectives derived from the standards, then discussing what pieces could be used to meet those objectives. We wanted to add in new literature to engage students; however, we had to walk the fine line of a slim budget. It's been an intense, year-long process that will hopefully result in more learning for our students.

The reason this is currently on my mind is two-fold. One, I just finished with a task force meeting during which we finally finished the senior writing/communication course. Two, I started my C&I Curriculum course yesterday. The class discussions have already started me thinking about our revision work--what curriculum approach it is founded in and its underlying motivations. I look forward to learning more about the history and theory of curriculum and being able to apply that knowledge to my current curriculum work.

Removing the "selectivity"

I always knew kids were selectively observant. I'm only 23, so it hasn't been long since my teenage years. I would still qualify myself as selectively observant, though I'm much better than my high school days. I remember going through the motions of eight 50 minute class periods, paying attention to what interested me and tuning out to most of it.

It's easy to forget the selective part and lump students into the "unobservant" category. However, it's dangerous to assume that some students are not paying attention to anything. They may not be paying attention to what I think is important, but that does not mean they aren't making observations.

Take for instance one of my sophomores. Every day I began class with the same routine--agenda up on the board, goals on the SMARTboard, going over everything in the first 5 minutes to make sure everyone was clear on the day's tasks. I usually quickly ran through the agenda, talked about what those things were going to help us learn, and then pass out any assignments (with the same directions and goals at the top). Even though I originally thought this was overkill, beating the kids over the head with the same directions multiple times, without fail one student waited till I was finished to raise her hand and politely ask, "I'm sorry, Ms. U, but what are we doing today?"

I struggled not to let my frustration show. I spent most of the class period frustrated, until the student made another comment that brings me back to my original statement about being selectively observant. At the end of the period, she told me how she liked the dress I was wearing better with the shoes I had on, instead of the boots I wore it with last time. I was floored. This incident occured in April. I wore the dress previously in January. This student pays attention--to things that interest her. I was quick to judge her alleged lack of attention. However, I failed to remember the role that interest plays.

It makes me think back to my undergrad years and the study of Gardner's theory of Multiple Intelligences. While the curriculum may not always interest students, I need to be more intentional about teaching to various intelligences. If all learners' strengths--linguistic, spatial, intrapersonal, etc--are engaged, my students will be more likely to apply that attention to detail to lessons instead of my apparel.